Ashlyn awoos at cats @Ashmshaw12@awoo.space

hi been awhile just popping in to see who is here

Seeing people with partners, makes it worse. why did hrt make me crave companionship so much that i feel lonely

i miss the days i didnt get lonely or crave companionship.

somehow im reading yaoi again...

@patience *offers hugs*

is it just me or is anyone elses home feed not updating (without using F5) but their notification and local timeline are updating?

took cat back to vet this morning for another check up & to get blood results.

Her kidneys have gone to shit. The vets are taking her for the weekend to see if they can "jump start" them, but she has months left max, a week or 2 worst case.

I dont think can cope with this at this point of my life. Im not sure i can cope without my companion cat, she has been me for 18 years and the one if i have gone to with all my problems, secrets, anxiety & depression.

Im crying alot right now 3/

Cat is resting next to heater atm. https://awoo.space/media/klqn51BXRDVt6fyVyqo

Got her home 30min ago and she has eaten some biscuits, but ill have to take her back to vet in the morning so she can have another check up and more sub dermal fluids and an enema if needs and possibly get her blood results back.

i really hope she isnt sick or having some bad like kidneys deteriorating or diabetes.

Im going to make sure to give her extra cuddles tonight to make up for vet visit.

2/

Had to take my baby princess 18 year old cat to vet tonight. She was drinking alot of water, had no appetite, hadn't even finished her breakfast & during the last week her vomiting increased and was later in digestion instead of soon after eating.

Vet took her for a couple hours, she was dehydrated and constipated. Vet gave her an enema, subdermal fluids to hydrate her, took blood for priority tests, gave her some nausea medication and gave her some chicken which she ate.

1/

Any witches know a spell to banish those little red dots you get after electrolysis. Day 2 of recovery.

In other news here is a selfie i took this morning which i posted on birdspace. In my new jacket. https://awoo.space/media/-36N7OBFlgjUp7kk1EA

*does a little dance*

even with all the planning ive been doing it has seemed so far away. now i have the two consultation for surgery i need booked, family on board and slowly seeing saving for it coming along. 2/

YES! finally have consultations for operation booked. Boulder is finally moving!

Night all!
*awooos lonely into the night because missing cat*

ok i really miss my cat. im going to be lonely tonight without her. Cant wait to pick her up tomorrow.

https://awoo.space/media/vR4PD2PtY-Lq4j8pC1k https://awoo.space/media/bvjBHZ0nXzDliHcSxVU

Can i date Frankenstein from Noblesse?

I love his whole: "Does this look like the face of mercy?" theme. https://awoo.space/media/PkCxhMHNdiYZyvYvqyM

I'm finally home with my pc & own bed. thank fuck! I get to reunite with my beloved cat tomorrow when we pick her up from cat hotel at vet!

Just me of is the https://awoo.space/about/more page not loading properly?

Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn