I don’t feel like a very nice person.
If I won the lottery I’d buy a house and I’d cut contact with my parents because I haven’t forgotten all they did to me and I still don’t like dealing with them. I’d tell two other people to get bent. I’d start pushing my portfolio and table at cons and I’d never have to answer the phone for money, again. But my chance of winning the lottery is low so I don’t buy tickets.