@boots hello hello! I requested a follow back :D
Always look for
helpers, he said
on the small screen
in a gentle voice,
and I believed it
to be true.
Sometimes,
I'm the one
who needs your help
when the world's upside down.
Sometimes,
it's you.
#smallpoems
mind's eye, past musings, phantom limbs (pos)
This is a fun life, and it SHOULD be fun. I deserve to have this happiness, and I should take mind not to let myself dive too far into thought patterns that make me so dysphoric. ^^'
mind's eye, past musings, phantom limbs (pos)
I'm slowly regaining that ability and realizing how much happier it made every day life. It served to beat some of my ADD, by making me much more engaged in everything that I was doing. It was amazing and good until i started straying from the abstract, and focusing on the tangibles of what "I didn't have".
Things are better now.
I'm learning.
mind's eye, past musings, phantom limbs (pos)
Back when I was in high school and I was more conscious of my nature as otherkin, I practiced and honed my mind's eye regularly. It was to the point where everyone I met or saw, i saw as furry.
It was playful at first as I'd walk with another furry friend and peg folks one species or another. It became regular, along with doing things like imagining my fur and tail and ears while i was doing mundane things. It made everything more engaging.
Annnnnd done! Visually at least. Still needs a coat of finisher. And the inscriptions on the side. And a dedication ritual. And and and. But, this was the scary part. And I'm pretty dang happy with it.
https://awoo.space/media/LDHB-NAzvchw8FrTVCs
https://awoo.space/media/nApy-B4Mc3sgXYfhObE
Be confiscated. Thank you.
Please be courteous on your ride to the blackest depths of hell.
https://mastodon.social/media/BrOwaPrBZjq8ORurQzw
I care about so many of you more than I thought I could care about beings. I love you, and I am here for you in all that I can. Through good and bad times.
My heart aches like many of yours.
But either way, I am here
And I see you. And you are valid. And by all power I have I will regard you just as you deserve to be regarded.
Moana, kinstuff, birdsite copydump
I will always love to watch Moana and I will always cry like a sap at all the positive, lovely "follow your heart" narrative
It has taken me decades to come this far, and to stop denying what I've known in my heart was true for so long.
Maybe I could have been content or maybe even happy if I let it go, but that voice in you that cries out for something more...
And sometimes the ocean calls, and you can't deny that either 🎶🌊💙
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing