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I'm glad I documented what I was doing last here, because I hadn't marked down what needed changing anywhere else...

I'm exhausted today already, but I will try working on this later...

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Kind of wish I lived someplace where there were cool people around to meet up with or interesting places to go or fun events happening...

I feel really lonely and tired...

"Then... he pays /you/ thirty-five dollars a day to tell him to work faster!"

Music mood, sorry I forgot CWs on the last few 

Music mood: ♪ Satori Maiden ~ 3rd eye, Satori Komeiji's theme from Subterranean Animism (Touhou 11).

youtube.com/watch?v=WjpVUq7S0q

mh,- 

I've found it increasingly hard to focus on anything at all, and have had awful headaches on days when things are especially bad...

It hasn't been that I haven't wanted to work on anything, just that it is actually impossible for me when I feel this way...

I'm bored, so I think I will ... maybe stream an old video game for a while...

It's been a long time since I've streamed.

Music mood: ♪ Magic Shop of Raspberry, an unused track from Lotus Land Story (Touhou 4) included in Mystic Square's (Touhou 5's) music room.

youtube.com/watch?v=h8KP9sbei8

We're having a sunshower-thunderstorm right now...

A sunderstorm...

mh, - 

I still haven't worked any on IS2 since two weeks ago...

I don't know if I will for a while, either, since I'll be away from things for a few weeks soon...

I feel really awful tonight... I don't know what I can do about it...

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Food 

I grilled 4 pounds of sausage...

It's all gone...

My roommates (and I, I had 2/3 pound) were really hungry, I guess... .-.;;;

Food 

Grilling smoked sausages for dinner :3

mh,-- 

Very lonely and thinking about how I don't even belong in the country I was born a citizen of...

mh, -- 

Spent yesterday having anxiety attacks and feeling like I don't belong anywhere: on Twitter, on Mastodon, in any Discord communities I'm in, with any friends or partners I have in person...

I still feel like I shouldn't be here talking about this, and should just leave and never say anything again...

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