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psa, Masto admin, birdsite link 

Hey Masto admins: heads up that 4chan is planning a multi-site targeted harassment and misinformation campaign on social media targeting LGBTQ+ communities: twitter.com/dr_jfprice/status/

Resources that suspicious accounts are using are listed in the thread.

Just spent my time tonight with my partner dancing in a virtual furry con, in VR with full body tracking, as a synth.

I didn't realize this is the kind of thing I need in my life. This is the sci-fi transhumanist future I want.

NSFWish, Synth, Commission 

Synth! I make a good beep. Done by Nix!

mh, meh 

Noticeably down mood today. Low energy. Unsure why. But yaaaaay... *Flumps.*

Lots of love to everyone, tho. Hope you are all well.

mh, + in general 

At least on the bright side, I am actually happy even if I am in a heightened stress state. My anxiety is next to non-existent now with the meds I'm on. Just gotta keep pushing through as the world burns.

weed, mh~, rambling 

Constantly getting the craving to smoke weed more and more.

I used to every single night, and now its once or twice a month. But with all the stress I'm under causing me nightmares and general heightened stress levels, I'm constantly craving that escape.

I think its mostly cabin fever coupled with the long shifts at work due to the emergency measures we're on, topped off with the fact the US is literally on fire.

Fuck it, time to get high.

I need more people to RAWR at in VRChat! Who else here dabbles with VR in general? ^^

extremely bad weed joke 

If you hurt yourself every time you try to wrap ground cannabis leaf in paper to produce a compact smokeable product, do you have chronic joint pain?

The USDA officially recognizes the difference between “Barbecue Sauce with meat” and “Barbecue Sauce WITH MEAT”

@OCRbot

Rambles, Sleep/Schedule related 

Meanwhile in the land of trying to adjust my sleep schedule for emergency 12s (6pm to 6 am)... Staying up until the sun comes up is bizarre and uncomfortable.

Not a fan of it.

I am a creature of the night, but something odd about waking up at daytime, then sleeping at daytime.

Late night thoughts 

Been on VR a lot recently and the desire to be a Synth is extremely strong.

Also VR is rather helpful for species dysphoria.

Mental Health, - 

Realizing my mental state is starting to resemble how it was early last year.

A constant state of dread and a perpetual fight mentally about it, the concern that my partner isn't being up front even though I know they are. The worry that I'm somehow hurting others even though I find no evidence of it.

My mental state is just not good, and I attribute it to mostly the stress going on.

The politics, the virus, the chaos at work due to it, the stressors of having to help a friend after a house fire... It's all just building on me and wearing me out. The Zoloft I'm on is helping take the edge off, but all the stress is nearly overpowering it and has sent me into a meltdown or two privately over the last week.

I just... need time and reassurance everything is okay, I need to be held and told that, and to be ensured that what I'm being told is true.

I don't know how to accomplish that, and it wasn't an issue for more than a year but the last week has made it so damn hard... *Sighs.*

At least I'm keeping everything /mostly/ together at any rate.

It makes me tempted to get back to nightly use of weed or smoking a cigarette to help relieve some stress.

re: MH, -, anxiety 

Hasn't helped either with no idea when I'll be able to see those close to me physically. Or even do something as simple as give my fiance a damn ring because who knows when travel will make sense again.

My wingsister also got laid off. Friends are having trouble money wise with their businesses. And to top it all off I think cabin fever is getting to me as well.

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MH, -, anxiety 

Anxiety building up the last few days. Anxious about everything from my relationship to job to food. It isn't pleasant and it was gone for so long.

It might be worth upping my med dose. Will talk to my psychiatrist on Monday during the appointment.

I'm wondering if it's just related to work stress and COVID-19 interrupting my usual day routine as I have trouble with handling excessive routine change...

NSFW Pooltoy, Inflation 

A blowjob. Done by NaughtyGryph on FA.

Me and my mate, figured some would appreciate it here. ^^

The Index is the best purchasing decision I have ever made.

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