local cat with many beans @tenta@awoo.space

im probs gonna just use awoo for non-shitposty things so all my shitposts are going to berries instead

squints blearily
hi i'm back, berries went down

slaps this #art out too

slaps this #art out of my computer

i'm so so so tired of working this shitty part-time job
i'm barely getting 18-20 hours most weeks and the lease is expiring soon
but there's literally no job out there that i could get, i either don't fit the education requirements, i don't have a license, i can't stand for 283429423894 hours at a time, or it requires a lot of direct contact and talking with people
i just absolutely locked up on an AUTOMATED phone interview and hung up
what fucking use am i???? i should really just die i'm gonna have to do it when i become homeless anyway bc there's no way i'll be able to come back from that

i'll let bygones be bygones for now but i'm still gonna wait for pixelfed or w/e it is
or i'll just go back to slapping at my followers on tumblr idk

someday i'll genetically engineer myself to have cute little pawbeans and then you'll all be sorry

the hunger games simulator website was interesting for like the first few games but it's almost 2019 can we stop acting like it's funny

god damn that's the only thing i won't miss from tumblr are the mile-long posts where someone on a ROLEPLAY BLOG just absolutely felt the need to liveblog their entire fucking game

guess who's thrown up 13 times this morning

it's me

my friends peer pressured me into drawing a lewd of my undertale sona

"i need to make a deltarune oc" i say shortly before my old undertale oc kicks me in the mouth and demands a redesign

#deltarune #oc #art

i guess it's the Depression(tm) but like.. i don't have a creative drive anymore. i'll think of very loose, one-sentence concepts, but i can't act on them.
i'm just barely able to write chapters for my one fic on ao3, but even then they're maybe a minute's read
drawing is way difficult, i just.. have no inspiration and can't find reason TO draw. "draw for yourself" but what if i don't want what i can make
my sex drive is pretty much gone, too. and that used to be like, a big thing for me. like drawing.
i wish i could fix it.

hey does anyone know if there's like.. an RP-oriented instance anywhere
like general "whatever character you wanna RP" stuff

here are some nice waterfowl i took photos of

#photography #birds #ducks #geese

fun fact: the goose isn't even native to north america. we have no idea how it got here.

i kinda wanna post some photos i'm rly proud of but i don't wanna spam the timeline sjkdfnsd

photography makes my heart do the smiley emoji