mental bad
does anyone even read these or am i just crying into the void here too
edit im sorry for that. that is a mean thing to say and i apologize.
re: mental bad
@typhlosion I am reading them... it's really rough not having anyone irl, and I'm sorry you're going through that right now
@typhlosion Hi. I am reading. I care. Remember suffering is transient. I know plenty of cool folks in Boston, FWIW (including you). I am about to go to sleep. I would like to talk to you more when I wake up. I would like if you looked forward to it.
bad. who cares
@typhlosion That's all too relatable really :(
bad. who cares
the thing i have learned is that anything good that happens to me, any connection or closeness, is ephemeral and temporary. it can and will go away without warning, no matter what anyone says to the contrary. so i must cherish it while i have it, and keep my grief to a minimum when it leaves, because i should have known it would happen. it always does. the only constant is me, and i should not bank on anything staying with me.