Little Blep Pupper @ulvra@awoo.space

Now just want to add. I have nothing against MILF stuff, after all, mums need love too, but it's a bit overdone to the point where it gets creepy.

Some wear the mum guise simply for the sake of fetish or kink, while others seek it as a shortcut to describe a thirst for a specific body type & potentially age, while ignoring that neither have anything inherintly to do with actually *being* a mum.

The MILF/DILF thing has become pretty much mainstream, but to me being a mum is a mental state & there's nothing inherintly sexual about it, in fact it's often counter productive to anything such.

The "mum paradox" as I call it, is when being a mum comes so naturally to you that you default to it, so any attempt at naughtiness devolve into mum-mode & end up going nowhere. It's especially problematic as a sub where you end up mothering who should be your dom, thus reversing roles.

This morning: Mental philosophy brought to you by Bob Ross. ^-^;;

Several years ago I came out of a long & rather bad depressive period. During that time I developed some darkness, the trouble is that darkness doesn't go away.

Now the good thing is that darkness is not inherintly bad, it can be good, but it has prerequisites to be so, some of which can be complex & difficult. That darkness is part of me now & in a way i need it, but I also need that something which makes my darkness a good one, but that's not easy & might even be impossible.

They haven't even shown us details yet, but the other night I dreamt of designing my perfect zoomer... I might be a little too excited for k-drives... ^-^;;
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Just a note: If I do not follow you or I end up having to unfollow, it is not that I do not want to engage or talk, it's merely that I can only handle so much input, but I will always still respond and it doesn't mean you're not a friend.

It's always been a bit weird to me how many furries are so open and willing to share intimate details of kinks and the likes, but at the same time I feel the urge to share similarly myself, to talk freely, so I guess I get it even if I don't really "get it"...? ^-^;; Still can't answer the question "should I?" though...

Sometimes when you need a treat, you just have to squat down and suck. ❤️

Life's too short to be a butt, though butts are still nice. ❤️

Artist's inadequacy is a bitch, but then you sit down, draw and what you create make you happy and you just want to share, yet it's not done yet, but you just feel so excited to show anyway that you almost can't wait. ^-^;;

Sometimes I really do consider the viability of just taking that gamble, hoping that it plays out right & knowing if it doesn't it'd be the end... but while I am desperate, I am not *that* desperate, at least not yet...

Now I say that it'd be a "death sentence" & their response is that things aren't as bad as they come across in the media... however they're bad enough & they're getting worse, plus even if that wasn't true it is still my perception, the source of my anxiety of it all, so true or not, does that not make my fears valid...?

Fact of the matter is that I'd have to sacrifice much of what has kept me alive & gamble my life on the good faith of another.

Relationships are hard... I was in a long distance one for over a decade & it's given me a fear of committing to another without knowing there's a future in it.

Take this person for instance, I like them, I wish we could be together, but they won't move here & due to my situation I'm not even sure it's possible, yet I cannot move there either because it'd be my death. It's in a deadlock already with no future, but at the same time I can't just give up on the possibility.

Might be a couple more heavy toots coming today, I haven't really decided yet.

A little game I like to play with myself is to visit Hok in Cetus, look at his daily offering on the wall, try to identify all the parts from memory, then see if I am right... then I go to look at puppers at Master Teasonai's. ^-^
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Not wanting to just proclaim oneself being trans everywhere because it really isn't everyone's business and you know they'll just use it against you, but at the same time feeling you have to, because it hurts too much when you start to like someone, only for them to leave as soon as you tell them.

First rule of #warframe:
Don't listen to the negative Nancies. If someone insists on telling you how a part of the game or a specific frame is bad, smile, nod and then ignore them, as they're either unflexible and bitter or just don't know how to play.

Try things for yourself, form your own opinions and play the game how you like it, how it's fun for you.

Drawing done for today, happy with the result even if I didn't quite make it to colour-ready. ❤️ Lineart is done though so it's not much missing, but getting a bit tired and wanting some dindins.