wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

going to some indian ayurveda alternative medicine person next week who's gonna give me some new diet to try out for my digestion issues, and honestly? i'm kind of excited even if a bit skeptical

it's been a long time since i've started on some new trying-to-better-my-flimsy-health adventure

today i don't feel absolutely terrible after yoga. in fact, there were even a few parts of it that i almost enjoyed!

oddly/luckily enough this doesn't happen to me with cooking and cleaning

sometimes in the middle of doing something relatively thought intensive (in today's case - reading musical notation) i just get completely filled with unspecific anxious dread and i have to stop

gonna take a slightly-expired allergy pill today and hope for the best 🙃​

it's been slightly over a month since i've last smoked weed (used to smoke all day every day) and yet sometimes i STILL feel like i'm a bit high.

do i need to give it more time to wear off? or is this just what being tired feels like? guess we're gonna find out soon enough

tomorrow will be a long day, but i'm already feeling better than i did the past week or so, so maybe it won't be so bad. good night

i am on a bus and pretty much everyone is wearing a mask properly and i am pleasantly surprised

i am now very itchy all over

stopped to sit and take a break during my walk and now i'm being eating alive by mosquitoes aaaaaaaa

a guy i slept with twice and with whom i only share his broken english and my 10 words in arabic, texted and called me to say he came back to the city, and i haven't responded yet

it's such a huge effort for us to communicate, and i don't wanna sleep with him again, and we literally have nothing in common, and i don't know how to explain it to him

to complicate things, he keeps using heart emojis and telling me he misses me

i don't wanna ghost him but i also don't wanna break his heart and just ugh

graffiti/poster i encountered on my walk

also i tried writing a script for a video but i'm, how do you say? not feeling it. maybe i'll just try taking a walk outside and listening to linguistics podcasts or sth

started taking new digestion-related pills two days ago, and so far i suspect they just make matters slightly worse

uhm, hi! i'm here, i'm queer, and i'm still depressed ​ #introductions