wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

fell asleep, woke up, still dizzy, roommate said i sound sicker than before

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

why am i so dizzy what the heck is up with my body??? i ate food and i drank water and i'm still dizzy

on the other hand meh why should i bother with the book thing no ones gonna wanna read my furry ramblings especially cause it's all in god damn hebrew

and anyway the bed is comfier than the computer chair or something

i wanna self publish a short book, but i've never done that sort of thing before.

what apps do i use to create that? is scribus still a thing? anyone got any experience and wants to share?

boosts appreciated

well unless you count my various chronic conditions but that's been going on for like seven years; hardly anything new

and for no apparent reason

today i am: sad

y'ever play ragtime so hard your fingers bleed on the piano?

very macabre and strangely satisfying

have i mentioned how this might indicate a new inflammation flare up is coming? because i'm having a hard time not thinking about how this might indicate a new inflammation flare up is coming

oh great and now my tooth hurts 🙃

new profile pic for grindr 😏😏😏

(drawn by the amazing @NelaCat_@twitter.com)

feeling better today i think, and also yesterday's covid test came back negative

it is 1:30 am and i am Not Tired. it's moments like these when i start to miss smoking weed. i could just, fall asleep at any moment of the day when i was high

that moment of dread when you realize you didn't properly wait out the full half hour after taking your evening pills

*insert keysmash here, because i'm on mobile and predictive typing will just try to make it into words if i do it*

extreme lie down and rot vibes today

"It wasn't a physical sensation, rather a sort of desperation, as though every action he took was a struggle against an enormous pressure to lie down on the floor."

i need a vacation from being me

but maybe being sick is also affecting it? idk anymore life is pain and suffering and i want out