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Today I don't feel much besides... angry.

I hate feeling angry.

If I ever do, it means something has critically failed somewhere, because I try taking so many steps to keep myself from being angry.

But I am.

I am incredibly angry, fuming, seething, ...

At myself.

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There isn't anything else going through my mind right now besides "I am complete trash with no purpose in the world."

I want so badly to hurt myself right now.

I can't, because my mechanism keeping me from doing that is still functional.

But it is definitely being strained.

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@Raspberryfloof If I was there I would honestly give you the biggest hug and reassure you that you have purpose.

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