@Raspberryfloof I'm part of a discord server for older queer people if you're interested in being around other not-20s friendly folk?
@atinyfairy I just don't know how to deal with it yet I guess? .-.
I mean, I've been out of a job for three years now, feel like I probably couldn't get anything decent anymore, don't feel like I accomplished anything since entering college 12 years ago, and don't really know what to do with myself anymore...
@atinyfairy and, like, a late additional thought on this, but like
When I look around nowadays, I see people who are like, 21, 19, 16 sometimes, building and doing unbelievable things, who have so much talent and are using it amazingly
and, like, I never really made *anything* when I was younger? I don't have any sort of portfolio or prior work of any kind and it feels like it's too late now, and all these people who are actually talented will deservedly go places and leave me behind I guess?
@Raspberryfloof I understand this feeling, but there are also a lot of talented and well-known people who didn't really get started until their 30s, 40s, 50s
it's never too late to learn things, it's never too late to do things. you can be impressive at any age
@atinyfairy regret tinged with loneliness and feeling invalid, I guess :X