@Raspberryfloof I'm part of a discord server for older queer people if you're interested in being around other not-20s friendly folk?
@atinyfairy I just don't know how to deal with it yet I guess? .-.
I mean, I've been out of a job for three years now, feel like I probably couldn't get anything decent anymore, don't feel like I accomplished anything since entering college 12 years ago, and don't really know what to do with myself anymore...
@atinyfairy I'm afraid that being 30 will make it even harder for me to get my foot in places doing programming or IT or anything, and even though I left college wanting a job working on games in some form I don't know if I'll ever be able to really do that at all anymore :S
I guess I haven't found myself, in some sense, and getting older is just reminding me of that?
@atinyfairy regret tinged with loneliness and feeling invalid, I guess :X