Catwoman69y2k @Catwoman69y2k@awoo.space

Witnessing a dear friend encountering inane lines drawn in the sand. Same hypocritical and immature execution of hivemind (and insecirities) that I encountered from high school and local furry in my early 20s. My friend probably noticed my detached sentiment.

All 3 banks have auto rejected me. Even though no one can tell me why (even for the banks where a human was reachable), I can say its not just an isolated incident.

To anyone that doesnt have these kinds of problems, consider yourself lucky.

Alright...job scam for first thing this morning. Trying the same shuffle past accountability systems, hoping Ill take the bait

Now, if anyone knows of a real job ad that would be great (ecommerce, web design, data entry, etc..)

When your passion tells you to slow down and take a smoke/coffee/whatev break...Getting mystical in glow shaders... https://awoo.space/media/nS73RaMNTBXl35pMXn0

Free day for me. Ill be working on resources and a bit of my site. I have no collaborative projects, so Ill just work on me.

With me not working this week, this is a good time for the rest of my dept to practice independance

Working on writing new bios on my personal social profiles. I want to focus on the now... what I am doing these days. Its not much though. Many creative activities listed on my bios arent current. Any good fandom centric sources to help with the hardest part?

I'd hate the first sentence/paragraph to be stuck with "Hi", "I am..." or "my name is..."

in less than 6 hours, my medicine will no longer be illegal here. Long overdue but now we can follow our neighboring states.

I appreciate that California is seeking to allow people with cannabis possession on thier record, to be able to expunge that shit. I want to see movement in this direction and close the gap re: POCs disproportionately caught up in this BS).

Nothing is consistent with others, which is why planning is hard. Other people dont need to deal with that so thats why I am not committing to things.

Id like this to change in the New Year. Looking for new geek work and having a free day today.

I dont believe in concepts like heaven and hell... To seperate the question (what im pondering) more...

" what is heaven?" What would be the best world? **

For me, "heaven" would be living the life you wanted, in a world with no hunger or need/survival and ultimate compassion/empathy within the spirits on that plane.

** Do we humans really know whats best all the time? Absolutely not.

I never know what my inner werewolf will ask for each month. However... I might suggest to her the juicy leg of a FedEx worker.

Now that the tax scam has got through and Trump has his victory, I'm back to entertaining some rather unAmerican thoughts. A good portion of my life was trying to observe rules, thinking that it was important.

If I try to follow them, then I will be working all my life for a system that is stripping rights, Healthcare, net neutrality.... why should I pay more and get less? Paying taxes fuels the very corporate machine that is doing the oppression

I gotta say, I dont think info bait works on me. I dont engage with juicy gossip or convention incidents. Leaving info for me to grasp on... Im far more likely to just leave it there.

Maybe I just dont sense constructiveness out of such an exercise.

Expressing myself has gotten harder in the last 3 years and I try and be careful what I open up about to remaining blood relatives. After the last call my sister made to me, I can see that I got some additional "gun-shyness" to get around.

Cant get back to sleep, despite how warm it is on the 2nd floor vs icebox on our main level.

Tempted to use this solitide to write. Its hard because I have become so adverse to talking about myself, sharing my thoughts or ideas (exception: my partners).

... I know I don't suffer boredom. In the last few weeks I find that I'm not always sure what to do with myself. Used to be creative stuff would grab me, but I'm not sure what drives me in the new Norm

My job is making $3 - $4K a day. Just watching our inventory fly off the shelves, which is partly why I've been so busy.

Had to tweet just now because I realized that I (along with my team) make 1 fursuit's worth of $$$ per day.

update: ooh... money came through. I dont have to be the bad guy. Yaaay!!!

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* They have me filling in for CSR, atop a tight deadline for me migrating a db. ( didnt even tell me I was fillin in until Customer messages piled up unanswered)
* store is pullin 1.5k a day but I gotta be the one repeatedly asking about pay (with no reply 90% of the time)

Do the math. This leopardess would rather play in 3D (unpaid but Im learning as well as working on my portfolio again)

Woke up and checked my accounts.

Nope. Free days (for me) til further notice. Im patient and dont have to push my way to the front ("me first" attitude) . However...3 weeks is too long to be workin for free.

looking at Twitter and seeing people open up about being bullied in school. I consider myself very lucky in having the kinds of bullying experiences that I was able to move past.

Those experiences having a minimal mark on me, only giving me strength.... thats why I dont feel compelled to open up. there are a lot of things where I'm not going to open up about anything, because I feel that none of my experiences or feelings actually add to any of the current discussion.