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"Stacey you bitch! How dare you kill the Quietest Boy!?"

So original room plan for BLFC has fallen through, anyone looking for a roommate?

Succ a bus

stolen from someone who requested not to be quoted.

🤔's name is TED.

Welcome to my TED talk.

Tired: Pogs
Wired: Pawbs

but hey, I got the fucking bathroom scrubbed in ways I dunno if it's been touched for months.

Gods that was disgusting but I got through it without much more problem than sweating.

stream, very short.
crying.
hand shaking again. It's been a while since that stress reaction's been a thing.

how even does one find a therapist and GP? This feels like something adults just DO.

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.

Not what I thought CBT stood for.

Looking for a therapist. Huh.

The sensation I have of constantly on the edge of losing focus on what I'm done. The inability to have a stable life routine at all even though I very much want one...

I deeply hope that's... some kinda of mental oddity? I want it to be a problem I can fix, cause if this is being typical brain situations and not depression or something... Oof. That's actually fucking scary.

Yeah I'm gonna start the look for a therapist again this week. I keep meaning to. I'm actually going to do it this time.

There's some actually kinda shitty consent issues in the premise, but it's light hearted enough to not be problematic in my opinion?

Read it. It very gay, it very wholesome, BIKES.

I feel... a little odd lately? I just identify as 'girl'? Mainly lesbian? Trans as fuck.

But I look around and like, wow, holy shit where'd all these enby people show up from lately?

Buuuut. But. The thing is, they've been here all along and are coming out once more as not just noncis but also nonbinary! I fucking LOVE IT. Gimme those good good wordplays of identity, find the one that fits you, wear it with pride! (Try to give it a good flag, Please. Looking at you Polyamory, I love you folks but that flag is baaaad)

I dunno where this thought was going but like:
Am 'just' a trans girl, with some plural problems. I don't want to be the new gatekeeper of identity shit that cis folks are to me.

Magitech magical girls.

Cause I've been thinking about them a lot.

Never really cared about V-day til now. Fucking corp holiday, but man the scars on my heart feel way too fresh right now.

Thought I was handling it better than this. Today's gonna be rough.

BUT ANYWAY, like this is me and my shit I got myself into. If the day makes you happy please like, keep doing that? Thanks for taking the time to read this. I hope you and your loved ones have a good time

Damn that was good. And Pem is still beak deep in her dish :3