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Look out world, depressed dyke going for a walk around the block trying to feel human.

depression re: relationships 

It really hurts when you're already in a depression that's kinda pushing into wanting self harm, and your partner is angry depressed and frustrated at you for not being able to handle the heavy discussion.

Gonna go cry into some laundry or dishes or anything that makes me feel like I actually do anything of value.

every time I've stood up from my desk today:
"I can't wait to sit back down and draw cutes."

all the time I'm at my desk:
"fuck, [chore] needs doing."

It's weird to procrastinate with cleaning.

listen up NERDS 🤓 

i believe in you ❤️i believe in the work you put into every day. i believe in how hard you try. i believe in how much you learn and grow. i believe in your resilience, your toughness, your cleverness, and your kindness. i believe the good thing is possible in this life, and i *know* you are an important part of it! ❤️✨

Seriously though, I don't know if it's me actually just following more of you (us, really) folks, or an actual upswing in depression around here.

i lack the spoons/battery charge/whatever else to reply to each of you all the time. But you're in my thoughts, and I hope knowing that helps you at least somewhat. Either way, I want you to know, you're loved, and I wish I had the ability to take away your hurting.

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My problem in 2 steps:
1: Be a gay, depressed, tired, cute (other people insist so) girl.

2: Want to hug/smooch/support all the gay, depressed, tired, cute girls on Mastodon.

Depression shit, need a moment to vent 

So very tired of trying (and feeling like I'm failing) to draw any day that's not fri/sat streams. So very tired of because accused of hating someone I'm trying to talk to and help. So tired of feeling like as soon as my emotional battery gets a chance to charge up it's hit with some serious drain again.

Boost this and I'll tell a very lewd lie about you. Like a really lurid story of some sort.

Just wanted to remind everyone that you are all wonderful people and you make my day a lot more interesting.

Pssst 

didn't mention trans girls because they're girls and already in the above text, before you ask.

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slowly I will turn Mastadon into a horrible lewd cult of dykes who swoon over girls and crossdressers.

Also trans boys and all other genderqueer folks accepted :D

This is the ideal male body. You may not like it, but this is what peak performance looks like. awoo.space/media/fAW9Ud_i9AZ8u

political 

I'll have you know, I considered changing my screen name to Kosfefe. but really such glaring incompetence in the whitehouse isn't normal and really isn't funny.

Any preferences right now on mobile Mastodon clients?

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