➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space

Totally Spies definitely was trash, but like, still want to see if Sakura was.

Okay it probably was too but I want to just sit down and find out.

Also, I have a track record for enjoying some trash anime. It's good. I like it. Fuck you :V

I... I know Cardcaptor Sakura is probably a trashy show. But it was one I was very.... upset about.

10 year old me sure did enjoy Beast Wars and Reboot, boyish shows, but like. I also wanted to watch Cardcaptor Sakura and Totally Spies rather than like, Dragonball Z.

Felt like I was sneaking some forbidden treasure watching either of those shows.

Is new sailormoon good? Is it good to watch without the old ones as context do you think? Reboot or continuation?

<_< I need to watch the original anyway but like, the new one is short right?

You know, this show actually does well showing some sexuality in childhood without it being CREEPY (looking at you Flip Flappers. That one outfit makes me worried to suggest the show to people)

Even the fan service stuff generally felt like it was a bit self aware. Not sure if it makes that GOOD, but it's better than it just being there unquestioned.

While looking for a different gif from the series, found this.

I need to rewatch this at some point. The animation is just so good, the story's cute and I'm full onboard for some cute queer kids.

Also just like, some scenes like this where you kinda need to see it as a loop to actually catch just how well done it is :D

world: cold, hard.
boob: soff, warm.

Kinda frustrated that the like... nervous tick I seem to have is my left arm shaking and that's my drawing arm so it already kinda feels tired and I've not even picked up my tablet pen today.

And trying to stop from crewing the ends of my hair again. I'd dropped that habid a year ago. Really embarrassed about it being back but hey there we are.

I... I had some plans for today. They were yesterday's plans really. But that got eaten in anxiety attacks and just locking out the world and cleaning instead.

Today's been.... The last 6 hours have felt like a blurred and very long half hour. I know I've been either crying of like, involuntary micronapping on my desk.

Had a shower, it's... I dunno. Fresh tear lines now I guess?

Wanted to do some writing but that's not going to happen. Will try to draw something.

Really dunno what to do about queer people being fans of someone who's shitty about queer people but draws porn they like. :/

Aside from I guess just muting the artist's page so I don't see RTs.

In related news, wants to spend today working on my twine game and getting some chore things done.

Seems I'm spending it instead alternating between trying to clean and panic attacks.

Am... am I the only one who like, emotionally needs some warning of if a guest is going to be over for more than a handful of hours?

Like, generally the number of days they'll be visiting is also the number of days warning that's a bare minimum of me not being a ball of fucking anxiety?