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Deck, are you grumpy I've not been using you much?

Today's reading:
"How's this convention going to go?"
Cards:
"Good, keep working hard and try not to let past worries get in your way. It'll be a pile of complications but you'll pull through.... And then some swords showed up."

Time to completely reevaluate the reading I guess.

Me: I love my shemagh scarves, but I don't need more.

Me, but trashwitch hipster: OKAY BUT THEY'RE HANNG LOOMED AND THERES MORE COLORS AND PATTERNS THEY SELL.

Huh.

That feeling when I'm drawing a keffiyeh style scarf and...
"Huh... I don't think anyone actually does patterns like this?"
"Fuck I'd wear this."
"How do am make these?

I am a trashwitch.
I call bands like K Flay and Metric trash.

Does... does this make their music witchy? Are these songs magic now?

Like okay seriously I get that that could come across as sarcastic but I'm being serious. Answers help please

Yes does believe in vampires.
No doesn't believe in flu vaccines.

N I C E

So.
Brain.
We need to have a talk.
This whole imposter syndrome bullshit you've been piling on lately. We need to stop okay?

Multiple artists you respect have in the last year not only commented on knowing who you are but being a fan of your work.

AND AN ARTIST YOU DEEPLY ADMIRE JUST ASKED FOR A COMMISSION FFS BRAIN CAN WE BE GOOD PLEASE NOW?!

I don't know what cornhole is and honestly I'm scared to find out.

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Me:
Oh man this anecdotal joke image about struggling with ADHD is almost upsettingly on point for my general life.

My brain:
But like, you're just projecting and looking for an excuse for your laziness. Also good luck clearly conveying this to anyone you respect who is proffessionally diagnosed with it.

éwé

Protégé to the gay

Sunhan has a mouth like a hottub, not a swimmingpool. She's a small kaiju.

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holy shit brain. I draw 1 piece of vore art and THIS is where we go?

Me:
I should eat something
Also Me:
I should eat something other than tacobell
Me, but a heavy sigh:
But it's close and tasty and cheap and I can get an energy drink from the connected gas station for stream.

hm...

THE PINS ARE IN THE MAIL I'LL HAVE AT LEAST SOME MERCH ON THE TABLE

Bordering panic attack about FC now and having the funds for it. Kinda want to take a small business loan (and probably pay all of it back after the con) to be sure I have the money to do the damn thing.

And oh hi. Bank account is locked.
Oh hi, even on trying to have a very feminine voice I get so helpfully 'sirred' on the phone by 2 people who can SEE my first name on the screen infront of them.

Fucking damn it not a good morning.