Fen @Fenreliania@awoo.space

also I've been like thinking about girl stuff again and just gosh, I don't have a clue if I wanna be that or not just gosh, I wanna go to a girl's house and get dressed up and just try it out maybe.

gosh... running my fingers through my hair and it is so good and it's getting longer and gosh

I really love the idea of someone having sex in front of a bunch of their friends at a party or something but all porn of it has everyone just like, clapping in rhythm and "wooo!"ing constantly... for like an hour! Just awkwardly standing there watching people have sex like it's a football game!! That makes no sense!!! Like, either have people casually accept it and maybe interfere a few times, or have a few people get horny and masturbate or bang in the background.

What do you mean gender? Could you use it in a sentence?

I have like, thought about what it'd be like to have a vagina, and I'm not particularly enamoured but I feel like I'd be fine with that too? So like, I don't even know???

Identity: I think a dick is right for me. That's pretty much the extent of it. I can't think of anything else that really makes sense to be attached to my sexual organs?

I basically just don't care? Some people have said or implied this is a straight white male privilege thing which seems dismissive and reductive but I mean, maybe? I don't not feel male, and I don't really feel female, and I don't feel like I'm suspended somewhere in between, I just... don't feel like the concept itself makes sense.

huff
and
puff

🅱ildo

It's not called a dildon't

e621 is good, heck!

gonna jerk it and I wanna do stuff with someone but still no energy =_=

Maybe if I just trade porn back and forth with someone...

Is it bad that I find this arousing? (GIF)
https://awoo.space/media/qON_P8cpEpXtCCCYCBw

it me, I'm the cat
https://awoo.space/media/fg1TQxFm_ksZrHCnxVU

Oh hey it me
https://awoo.space/media/BwiJplHxPRRXnJWcQj8

https://awoo.space/media/MMUIQgFjzQbGvkXG0jY

Super unsure about my gender stuff though because just having this longer fluffier hair almost seems like it was sufficient for me? Like maybe I was just dissatisfied with my appearance and this new look is way more dead-on to how I feel? I just can't tell.

Still not really sure what a gender is, but I think it's a pokemon?

Like something about her really makes me want porn of her but most of the porn of her is not very good.