Fen @Fenreliania@awoo.space

AAHHH I COULD BE A MECHA WITH LONG HAIR THAT'S SO ANIME AAAHHHH I'm gonna try and draw it.

I want to me a mecha

Part of me wants to be a pretty, cute girl. Part of me wants to be a buff, confident man. Part of me wants to be a relaxed, friendly cuddly who knows what. Part of me wants to be a dragon. These aren't really compatible.

I don't know who I am. I don't know what I am.

I AM SO INTERNALLY COMFLICTED AND STEEPED IN MENTAL TURMOIL

aaahhh someone is giving me hair advice and I'm like :> they're giving me good info and being real encouraging it makes me very happy ^^

GGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm doing it anyway though don't care what they think, if it looks bad then who gives. If I like it, everyone else can whinge about it.

someone told me long hair would look really bad on me and nobody has told me otherwise which...............

ggrrraaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so nervous.

long hair is my current fixation and we'll see if that extends elsewhere.

I don't really know what I want, but I know I want long soft hair. In my head that equates to girliness and cuteness. I don't know whether I want the long hair because I want to be girly, or if I thought I wanted to be girly because I want long hair.

But I do know I want long hair and I will HAVE IT.

I remember playing with it and feeling its softness on my cheeks and I loved how it sat over my shoulders and it even got in my face and in my mouth but I was very happy with it AAHHH

WAIT A SEC DID I HAVE A DREAM LAST NIGHT WHERE I HAD LONG HAIR AND I LOVED IT OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH

sleepytime

apparently allaya is a real name but it really just means all of you but in an aussie accent. Like yall.

fly to my country and snuggle me all-a-ya

x_x want to talk to someone about these feelings and get sagely advice from someone with confidence about this stuff.

Following yesterday's real hot pic, three cuties waiting their turns~ (though they've clearly had a round or two already)
http://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=2845402