Kentaro @Kentaro@awoo.space

Does anyone else on higher progesterone doses (200mg+) develop a sensation of being *really* drunk after a couple hours of taking their dose. Little dizzy or trouble reading computer screens. Speaking without sounding incoherent requires deliberate concentration? Facial movements are a little sluggish? Physical sensations are kinda amplified and fuzzy. Feel more grounded when my eyes are closed. No numbness.

At first I though I might be having tiny strokes, but the sensation is just... 100% identical to when I've had 4+ shots of hard liquor in quick succession. Lasts about 30 minutes and then I'm completely back to normal. No memory issues. No lasting effects after it goes away.

Also no hangover sensation, which is really nice.

A quirky breakcore remix of a RUMBLERAGGA track done by our lesser known alter. (The rabbit is our alter. Rumbleragga is someone who is not us.)

https://soundcloud.com/slug-rabbit/rumbleragga-belly-of-the-beast-slug-rabbit-from-the-13th-planets-bizarre-chemical-mix

Also, launched a Patreon for the music I release under the Midnight Animals name. If you can support, or just boost the link, I'd appreciate it.

https://patreon.com/midnightanimals

New track up on bandcamp!

https://midnightanimals.bandcamp.com/track/weekend-trip

Dropped a quick little beat on Metapop for another challenge there. Just a "use this sample pack a lot" kind of thing.

https://metapop.com/midnight-animals/tracks/produce-this-65/136417

More messing around on Metapop. This one gets LOUD near the end because one of the samples just kinda demanded the addition of Inception horns.

https://metapop.com/midnight-animals/tracks/still-out-there/135113

Just finished up a remix over on Metapop for a competition.

https://metapop.com/midnight-animals/tracks/clock-opera-run-midnight-animals-remix/134373

Recently tried crawling back to software dev work even though I struggle with it every time, but all of my leads end in "Sorry, but if you can't afford a car, I can't really help you," or, "Yes, I know all our people are working remotely right now, but we don't want to make that a permanent thing."

Still looking for ways out of life crushing debt from my car accident in 2018, but my music doesn't sell, no one's looking for mastering services or audio engineering, and tech doesn't want me.

Got in a mood and re-engineered an older track.

http://midnightanimals.com/track/chimera-2020-mix

Ugh. Disoriented me so much that I forgot half of what I went there to get.

Loudly misgendered at Safeway so this day can go to hell.

Visibly trans. Chronic, severe hip and back pain that flairs when sitting upright OR standing for more than about 15 minutes. Prone to sudden waves of debilitating anxiety. Inconsistent sleep cycle.

I desperately need to earn a living, and no longer have any idea how to achieve that with so many factors making me unfit for what little work even remains in late-stage capitalism.