Maia @Maiasma@awoo.space

everything's pretty bad, huh?

Can anyone recommend any good books/games/films/narrative experiences about being queer and alone in space? I could really use that right now.

an unexpected downside of HRT is that it now hurts like the dickens when my cat headbutts me in the boob

I woke up at 6:30 this morning and my immediate thought was, "Why did my cats let me sleep in so late? Oh god, something bad must have happened to them!"

A panicky search of my place revealed that my cats were fine. I guess they were just sleeping in too.

related, I wonder how many people in the meeting I'm running will figure out that I got ~3 hours of sleep last night

haha, oh man, I really need someone to tell me when I should push myself and when I should take a break, because I am godawful at figuring out which is which for myself

Love and support to my trans siblings. They will never know how strong we've had to be just to get as far as we have.

it's probably not great that I feel like I don't deserve to go to a support meeting because my issues aren't "serious" enough, is it

I'm tired please step on me

at the risk of sounding like a complete stereotype, my brain is screaming at me to find someone to cuddle with

this feels like a bad time to be alone, worse than usual

update: this might have been a mistake

if I had to skip lunch then I'm allowed to eat an entire pizza for dinner, right?

at work, indoors, only light comes in from a a dirty little window in the ceiling, and it's completely overcast anyway

hooray, I'm now legally trans! Or rather, I've gotten my name and gender officially changed. Yay!

Very excited. My good friends are visiting tomorrow and I'm cooking dinner for them and I love my friends and I love to cook

burning out, but here's my other cat. She's just a tiny little beast

https://awoo.space/media/DemlJWtgoOxdThhNP1g

This is pretty grim and I'm sorry.

With the rise of the alt-right, I've been hearing more and more that lefties, especially queer ones like me, should look into getting a gun for self-defense. And that makes sense, I get it. Except, owning a gun makes it too easy. Too easy to put an end to a really bad day, which I've been having a bunch of lately. And I'm very sure that that's how I'd die, if I owned a gun.

Sorry, again. Cat pics tomorrow, good night.

but, for right now, please, enjoy this cat and her sweet little face https://awoo.space/media/iwEA23w2o7BL3sXvlK8

there's always something happening, big or small, personal or, uh, widespread(?), I feel like I just can't catch my breath