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Only 4.5 more working days until cancelled 5 day vacation turned staycation. A lot of sleeping will happen. Also hopefully some cleaning and organizing.

So hot, even in the good air conditioning areas in building that are giving me headaches.

Ugh I don't want to work this feels like the 4th Monday in a row

I'm up way too late. Taking a normal dosage of sleep aid and hoping it affects me. I feel a little better now.

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He's been gone three times as long as I even knew him but it still affects me

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I was a zombie for a while. Lost the job, lost the house, lost the city. Moved far away to a parent's basement, more or less. I'm still scared of everything.

Not a week goes by I don't have a dream where it was all a mistake, he's not gone, he's right here, and everything's going to be okay. Then I wake up, and he's not, and it's not, and it hurts.

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I had a job, a career path once. Not great pay but steady. A house, even. Not the greatest, but it was mine. I had a lover, a life mate, a better half. Not a husband, because back then we couldn't imagine a future where that could happen. Things were going okay.

One day, construction accident, doa at hospital, he was gone.

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So you know like if you have a car or computer or whatever. And there's stuff wrong with it. It's broken, and you know you can't fix it with the resources you have. But you can patch it up, and make it run anyway, knowing there's limitations, and knowing more things will break, but you can patch those up too. You get used to it, forget. Sometimes runs good as new, though still broken.

That's been my life since Marc died 17 years ago and it hurrts so much and I'm so tired of it.

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I sometimes say I'm fundamentally broken and can't be fixed. I've spent the last hour crying it and feeling it heavy.

omg fresh clean socks and underwear warm straight out of the dryer has got to be in the top ten greatest things in the world mmmm

I'm bored, but still have at least an hour and a half before laundry is done. Can't really concentrate enough to properly read a book or play a good game.

"I don't like what they cook for dinner" isn't even the most shocking excuse this British landlord has for discriminating against renting to people wanting a home.
bbc.com/news/uk-england-kent-3

Someone might need to tell him he doesn't *have* to go to every residential property he owns and eat their food.

So if you're on a date, and they start doing some annoying behavior you don't like, you call them on it, and they leave, you should probably end it there.

What you shouldn't do is start harassing them, harass their family, and take them to court. What the h*ck is wrong with you.

usatoday.com/story/news/nation

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"Powerful Russian Orthodox cleric summoned to spritz computers with holy water to fight ransomware"

Because if there's one thing that will prevent delicate electronics from malfunctioning, it's spraying them with water.

boingboing.net/2017/05/17/prop

Hasbro owns Wizards of the Coast, makers of pretty much the most iconic and popular trading card and roleplaying games in the world, Magic: the Gathering and Dungeons & Dragons.

Hasbro also owns the My Little Pony franchise.

So when it came time to create MLP themed trading card and roleplaying games... of course Hasbro outsourced them to obscure companies.

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@bizbot I am seeking employment, what position do you believe suits me best? I have previous clerical experience, can turn 2d6+5 hit dice worth of undead.

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