person i know / have worked with at [school] offered to try and get me an affiliation there so i don't have to deal with ppl being weird about my research, and on the one hand it's tempting bc it would open doors but otoh part of me wants to stay unaffiliated just for spite against this shitty broken system 😜
i submitted the final draft of the abstract for my triangle billiards talk! it's at http://faec.me/files/billiards.pdf if you want to see ^^
anyway if you're an eccentric billionaire who wants to cover my bills while i work on this problem full time, hmu
mathematical proofs have 3 main uses: to give (albeit contingent) certainty, to give understanding, and to serve as a tool / component in reasoning, and imo the traditional model falls down in all three.
it makes sense why we ended up here, historically, but we've learned a lot in the last few decades about how to make formal structures useful and readable by humans and almost none of it has percolated back to mainstream mathematics
so we just went to an italian restaurant and were served part of the time by this kid who was maybe 14, child of the owners, and the instant i saw them i'm like "oh you poor girl" and then at the end of the meal their mom comes over and asks how i do my hair cause when she tries to dye her son's [sic] hair blue it always fades really fast and then after she walked away i saw them asking her about it and she's like "i'll tell you what they said later" <_<
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