eidolon @shaderphantom@awoo.space

here's me fucking around with granulator ii for 2 minutes

(i needed a demo video for a presentation)

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football

cheeseball extremely loves to carry plastic around

our memories are fuzzy, but we have access to a tool that lets us reach for any event as if it just happened. this means any given person with an internet history becomes permanently branded with their mistakes, which NORMALLY get absorbed into growing as a person, but has been used online in order to "make examples" of people - pressuring/intimidating people into acting in self-serving ways. it's frustrating to witness over and over

it's so hard to put your own personal feelings aside to guide someone into taking actions to be a better and more compassionate person. it takes SO much personal understanding to stand in the face of people doing hurtful things, and to go, "okay, you messed up. how can we help you not make this kind of mistake again?" - especially because the internet LOVES to lock people into the role of "person who made x mistake" - humans weren't built for this kind of setup really

https://twitch.tv/lexyeevee/ i'm gonna stream doomworld's top 100 most memorable maps; dunno how far we'll get

tumblr's been so good for spreading information quickly. the problem here has largely been people exploiting that for personal reasons in order to eradicate an idea that makes them uncomfortable. it's not about whether or not the idea should exist, but it's about "I don't have the emotional grounding to block this out and move on" - despite being given tons of tools to do so? it became overrun with people wanting to inflict their personal boundaries on others, without addressing their own issues

corn on the colby