assistant fox keeper @somekindofcrow@awoo.space

Annnnd I now own enough black dresses that doing a load of laundry that's entirely black dresses is feasible.

Some lady on the street called me an asshole.

I mean, she's not wrong.

I have been playing a lot of Gigantic since it came out. It's pretty much replaced all other FPS/shooter/MOBA games on my list because seriously the game is beautiful and also quests take the form of beautiful tarot cards which makes me stupidly happy.

Also Mozu is the best tiny goblin wand thief I mean look at her. http://alexandra-douglass.com/img/portfolio/gigantic/heroes/mozu.jpg

1997: I wish I was a magical girl so I could fight evil.
2007: I wish I was a magical girl so I could wear pretty dresses.
2017: I wish I was a magical girl so that when I am inevitably overwhelmed by despair I'd turn into a soul eating witch and destroy everything.

Okay Gigantic is a fun game also the art is beautiful also also tiny Irish girl with a giant sword is pretty much my aesthetic.

I just learned that the person who made Hatoful Boyfriend wrote a game (that never finished) called Queen's Lingerie Show and it's a boys love VN about boys in lingerie.

There is a fancy goth choir boy and a fancy lady and also Toy Box. Toy Box is named Toy Box because seriously what other name suits him?!?!

Anyway this makes me very happy right now. <3

I am trying to read a Serious Computer Programming Thing and I cannot get over the fact that "transpile" does not mean what I think it should mean.

So I asked my therapist for recommendations for psychiatrists and asked her network and they came back with two.

The first is a pediatric doctor who specializes in the physical health of LGBT children. I am in my 30s.

The second is a psychiatrist (at least that part's right!) who works with straight men having too much sex. None of those words describe me.

I can't even.

A while back I finally decided that maybe I should give this medication thing a try again since it seems to be a Good Thing for a lot of folks I know. Well a month of looking later I have recs for a terrible doctor, a bunch of good psychiatrists and ARNPs who aren't taking new patients, and people my insurance doesn't cover.

I am close to giving up but maybe I'll give the woman at Lynnwood a call I mean she's only 30 minutes away when there's no traffic...

So yeah I guess it is time I stopped only reading and clicking the star buttons and actually become a content creator or some sort.

Hi.

- fox-like thing singing under about seven layers of glamour, each one guarded by a crow
- or you know just a cat tests are inclusive need more tuna nigiri for testing mrow~!
- pronouns... short version: they/them or she/her
- sometimes dresses like a victorian lady
- sometimes dresses like a white girl who thinks that "gypsy" is a lifestyle; feels kinda guilty about it
- not actually a white girl
- @somekindofcrow and @sevenishmagpies on birbsite
- boop!

The theme of the last six months has been realizing that I have no idea who I really am or even who I want to be.

Okay I lied make that six years.

I am terrified that I wouldn't be able to figure out who I am before I die.

**boop**