Little Blep Pupper @ulvra@awoo.space

@maxinered Silly moo. x3 ❤️

@maxinered When you don't watch your tootin', it might reverberate more than you expect. x3

@maxinered It's okay. ❤️

Sometimes when you need a treat, you just have to squat down and suck. ❤️

Life's too short to be a butt, though butts are still nice. ❤️

@maxinered *Whines as she vibrates violently* ^-^;;

Artist's inadequacy is a bitch, but then you sit down, draw and what you create make you happy and you just want to share, yet it's not done yet, but you just feel so excited to show anyway that you almost can't wait. ^-^;;

@maxinered I've had the same thought. Sometimes you just convey things better when you can put some emphasis on specific things.

@maxinered I know exactly what you mean. If I am not working all day I feel like I am doing bad and it makes it even harder to do stuff. ^-^;;

Sometimes I really do consider the viability of just taking that gamble, hoping that it plays out right & knowing if it doesn't it'd be the end... but while I am desperate, I am not *that* desperate, at least not yet...

Now I say that it'd be a "death sentence" & their response is that things aren't as bad as they come across in the media... however they're bad enough & they're getting worse, plus even if that wasn't true it is still my perception, the source of my anxiety of it all, so true or not, does that not make my fears valid...?

Fact of the matter is that I'd have to sacrifice much of what has kept me alive & gamble my life on the good faith of another.

Relationships are hard... I was in a long distance one for over a decade & it's given me a fear of committing to another without knowing there's a future in it.

Take this person for instance, I like them, I wish we could be together, but they won't move here & due to my situation I'm not even sure it's possible, yet I cannot move there either because it'd be my death. It's in a deadlock already with no future, but at the same time I can't just give up on the possibility.

Might be a couple more heavy toots coming today, I haven't really decided yet.

@maxinered *Hops into moo's purse... or more so stumbles into it* ^-^

A little game I like to play with myself is to visit Hok in Cetus, look at his daily offering on the wall, try to identify all the parts from memory, then see if I am right... then I go to look at puppers at Master Teasonai's. ^-^
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@maxinered *Nod nods* Sounds like it could be then.

@maxinered I like the name x3 not sure whether it's worth it though but I am sure moo can answer that.

Not wanting to just proclaim oneself being trans everywhere because it really isn't everyone's business and you know they'll just use it against you, but at the same time feeling you have to, because it hurts too much when you start to like someone, only for them to leave as soon as you tell them.