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When you take a cold shower to try to feel like anything but waterlogged filth after being outside, you put your head under the spray and feel the runoff rise notably in temperature.
Fucking gross ew why the fuck do I sweat from my scalp, there is no fucking loving god. He's not force this sort of humiliating shit.
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I'm not angry at anyone, just like, really shitty emotional spiral off of something that was supposed to be helpful and fuck. Fuck I hate emotions and bodies.