MH(+?), Caffeine, Addiction(?) 

Had a rough morning. Looking in the fridge while getting some food.
2 energy drinks. 2 days of streamming this weekend..... grabbed one. I need to chill out.

I've found caffeine in general is a very good way of calming me down, to the point where I've stopped asking for additional espressos in mochas when out and about. It would make me drowsy with that much of a punch. Now I'm sipping this can and feel BETTER.

MH(-?), Caffeine, Addiction(?) 

i don't know if this is a placebo at this point or 'real'. But caffeine doesn't wake me up so much as it clears the noise from my head so I can focus.

Had some adderal recently (yeah, I know, it's kinda not exactly legal to do but heck there it is) and actually felt like I'd finally pulled my brain out of fog and into sunlight for the first time in my life and hey that's........ scary?

Well, hello again crying fit. It's not a perfect solution but this'll pass.

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MH, Addiction(?) 

huh when adding the addiction CW, I thought I'd actually more directly address it? I dunno. Stuff.

Birds to be woken up soon, think I'll do a tarot reading and see how it treats me.

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