@AnubysIshtar
''There is this one quote I saw on reddit today... Maybe it'll help in your situation, but I'll have to post it in two parts due to word limit
''The best thing for being sad," replied Merlin, beginning to puff and blow, "is to learn something. That's the only thing that never fails. You may grow old and trembling in your anatomies, you may lie awake at night listening to the disorder of your veins, you may miss your only love (...)''