I don't really know what I want, but I know I want long soft hair. In my head that equates to girliness and cuteness. I don't know whether I want the long hair because I want to be girly, or if I thought I wanted to be girly because I want long hair.
But I do know I want long hair and I will HAVE IT.
long hair is my current fixation and we'll see if that extends elsewhere.