Venting
I'm so like, intensely unhappy with how I look. Like early in my transition I was constantly moving towards what I want to look like. I posted selfies all the time, I had self-esteem for the first time in my life and now I don't do any of that anymore. I found a safe place appearance wise and I can't escape, as I don't know what to do. All I know is I don't dress feminine enough, I don't like my hair. I don't like my makeup. I don't like anything, and I have no real idea on what I would like. I'm frustrated and I'm totally lost on what to do.