relationships & mental illness
it's so weird because like
i've been texting someone who seems genuinely interested in me and it's so easy and effortless to talk to them, but at the same time like
even though they're showing avid interest my stupid fucking AVPD ass is internally freaking out about it because i don't see how/why someone would like me honestly
i'm not very good-looking, i'm fucked up from years of trauma i've tried to suppress, and i'm incredibly annoying most of the time