relationships, self-image, dysphoria, sex
idk honestly i've been having a pretty awful time
a big thing about me is like, i thrive on people finding me attractive (esp. in a romantic sense) because it validates me and makes me feel like a Real Desirable Woman but like, lately nobody really has and it's been awful since everyone around me is getting kissed/laid w/ new partners and whatnot and i'm just sort of here
like, i can only think of two people that actually genuinely dig me in any way???