sad bad, suicide, depression, dont read
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it's funny when i think about what i thought life would be like, 5 or 10 years ago
i thought i would have a degree, maybe a graduate degree, probably a good job, be making things, be useful, feel like life owuld be reasonably okay
if i knew what i know now and knew where i'd be then i would have just killed myself when i had a chance, and then i wouldn't be worrying about my life,
and maybe the world would be alittle better,
maybe,