Job stuff / anxiety issues 2
I wish I could just work from home, or part time, doing programming or computer repair or something that didn't make me impossibly anxious...
Though, I don't even know if I can handle that. Being around people at all makes me really, really uncomfortable...
Job stuff / anxiety issues 3
And, if I'm being honest ... even thinking about having a job at all makes me really nervous, because I worry I will be unhappy while I'm doing it, and if I am not happy in my job I usually can't focus, I get anxious, and I stop being able to work well...
But ... I haven't been able to work on things without a job, either...
And I do need money so I can pay loan bills and medical bills and eat...
;~;