Well, I wasted all month practicing for and playing in the A Link to the Past Randomizer tournament that's been going on, and while it's been really fun so far, I can't help but feel I should have been spending my time doing anything else productive instead...
I'm so afraid of doing anything that's enjoyable but empty, like playing games or reading or working on that translation hack or basically anything that couldn't translate into a job or money somehow...
I'm constantly worried that something will happen and I and/or my roommates will lose our housing and have nothing left to fall back on... even if it isn't necessarily rational thinking...