@kitsch@witches.town I ... guess? The kind where I feel like I have a place that matters, where I have a reason to keep making things, and where I feel people care about what I'm doing...
I really just feel like I don't have any reason to do anything anymore, and nobody would care if I just wasn't here... and I feel.... I don't know if obsoleted is really the word I'm thinking of? but I don't feel useful or needed anymore...
@kitsch@witches.town For an example...
I'm going to be in San Francisco with @KS@is.a.qute.dog next month, when GDC (the Game Developers' Conference) is happening, and ... I don't feel like I deserve to be there at all.
I tried making games and could barely get started.
I tried making music (in hopes I could make music for games) and could barely get anything finished.
I feel surrounded by amazing, smart, talented people who can do anything they try, and yet I don't feel like I can do anything like them...