Suvvin' Bengêsko Zhukel @Silviu@awoo.space
- Gender
- Male
- Pronouns
- He/Him
- Species
- Bengêsko Zhukel
- Alignment
- Sleepy but infuriated neutral
Bengêsko Zhukel thing. INTJ Slytherpuff. Kalderash Diddikai and PROUD. Anti-War Veteran. Zebra. Chronically ill. 34y/o trans man running on caffeine and spite. 99% salt. Nocturnal haematologist-in-training obsessed with Star Wars, cetaceans, microbiology, and monsters. Happily engaged/kept.
Joined Oct 2017
Snouts is down, so I made an account over on Vulpine.
Hi, I haven't used this in a while- I'm mostly active on Snouts! https://snouts.online/@bengesko
may just move to the main server, idk.
considering moving to another instance, not sure. snouts looks good, like their policies. Just looking for something I can find more people to engage with.
Made a base for adopts of a species of mine- Galukellen. Hoping maybe they'll have enough interest where I can sell them. These are my first two.
I love my dumb skull boy.
body horror/emaciation
They're a much better version of what I COULD see before . Silv is a skeeny boi.
Feeling like shit so I drew my Tulpa's feet because yay weird ungulate toes.
American politics
Happy Freedom Day. Nothing like tanks in your fascist capital to celebrate.
https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/donald-trump/tanks-arrive-d-c-trump-s-fourth-july-celebration-n1025786?cid=sm_npd_nn_tw_ma
*aggressively slaps labels all over himself because people keep using the wrong ones and that's why he uses them and is unapologetic for making himself comfortable in a world that hates his very existence.*
I need to make some extra funds to cover medical costs since my FSA is tapped. So, I started a Patreon. If tarot is your thing, I'm doing monthly readings with a deck that's been in my family since the early 1940s.
My anxiety's been getting the better of me lately, so I'm trying some good old fashioned DBT and personified it so I can "talk to my anxiety" and try to coax it to focus its energy on positive things.
Say hi to Nekoza. He's a muntjac who paints his skull with gold when he gets anxious to cheer himself up.
Hell, I got an appointment for food stamps! I might get approved!
I'm so tired
Suicide ideation
The thought of my menses starting again bc I can't afford my HRT makes me wish I could overdose painlessly on my amitriptyline.
relationship issues
A month ago my fiancee said she was exhausted because I'm constantly having a medical/financial crisis.
So... I didn't immediately tell her about my insurance issue.
She's upset because I didn't tell her, but attempted to make a post to make money to attempt to save up a bit for my medical care.
idk how to feel, but the fact that she took telegram off her phone to avoid talking to me for a few days makes me feel like shit.
I'm sitting in my car trying to collect myself so I'm not a mess while driving.
My medical care consists of managing:
*my transition
*Ehlers Danlos Syndrome
*Fibromyalgia
*Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
*Hemiplegic/Chronic Migraines
*ADHD
My meds literally allow me to keep working. Without them, I'd need to be on disability.
Losing all my fsa to a failure labelled as insurance was a devastating blow to my budget and I know I can't recover without help. Things like my legal name change are out of the picture for a LONG TIME, if not permanently.
Dental insurance screwed me over and now I'm out 1600$ for my medical care.
Will be setting up my patreon soon as well as a proper site for tarot readings, because I don't make enough money from my full time job to take care of my bills as well as my healthcare.
- Gender
- Male
- Pronouns
- He/Him
- Species
- Bengêsko Zhukel
- Alignment
- Sleepy but infuriated neutral
Bengêsko Zhukel thing. INTJ Slytherpuff. Kalderash Diddikai and PROUD. Anti-War Veteran. Zebra. Chronically ill. 34y/o trans man running on caffeine and spite. 99% salt. Nocturnal haematologist-in-training obsessed with Star Wars, cetaceans, microbiology, and monsters. Happily engaged/kept.
Joined Oct 2017
