politics, dv
i was thinking about how we have to sort of push away and distance ourselves from trauma because we're experiencing it constantly in incredible amounts simply by the quite frankly incredible amount of systematized domestic violence weaved throughout our everyday routines
politics, dv
i have to do that simply in order to address the larger trauma from before, that lost time i have to make up for
all the while trying to know myself better, find out who i am, and deal with the consequences of just existing
so when i'm done dealing with all that other stuff i mentioned and it's time to deal? i can't deal