writing
one of the hardest parts of getting back into writing after an extended break, for me, is getting past the point of being horrified by the quality of what I'm writing. as with most skills, if I stop writing for a while, I get out of practice. getting back into practice is painful, because I can see just how badly I'm doing, even while I'm having to push myself to keep going. the only way past it is through, but that's a hard road to climb with depressive tendencies.
writing
I'm still not sure if I'm actually going to post it to AO3 when I'm done, or give it a third go-over, or just... leave it on my computer forever. the initial goal was to publish it right around the time the next Thor movie comes out, to generate some views... which I can still do, if I push myself some, since that's in November. plenty of time, right? *eheh*
writing
on the other hand, rewriting the already completed Loki story is actually helping that, because it was clumsy at first--so rewriting these first chapters at least is letting me *fix* stuff that I didn't realize was bad to begin with. XD