suicide prevention
it is well documented that a suicide in a close-knit community can "ripple," especially in the painful, difficult times immediately afterwards. please, please take care of each other.
US suicide prevention hotline: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ 1-800-273-8255
Trans Lifeline, US: (877) 565-8860 Canada: (877) 330-6366
list of crisis lines by country: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines