dreams (cw BABY, HAVING A DAMN BABY, very vague implied death)
two dreambits.
first a dream about a thing called "the Veil," a fancy beaded curtain that seemed to block off a large room. if you peer through the curtain you seem to see the room full of things you desire, but if you go through the curtain you never come back. (yes how very HarryPotterish)
then a dream about HAVING A BABY which I *swear* was meant for somebody else because EUGH.
dreams (cw BABY, HAVING A DAMN BABY, very vague implied death)
in that dream I was in a maternity ward--the dream ~conveniently skipped~ all the horrible being pregnant and giving birth parts, and instead had me being treated kindly by nurses who gave me a "baby" (it was more like a "baby-concept") and I was all "oooh yay baby! so happy!" and then I woke up a little and thought "but I can never have a baby, sad" and then I woke up a little more and thought "BLEEARRRGH DO NOT WANT BABY"