weed
ofc I HAD to get sick the day Medical BF gets his cast off and we celebrate by buying weed. x x
But it goes to show how far I've come with recovering from my dependence that I don't even feel the urge to smoke despite my sickness, which i would have had in the past. In fact, I really *don't* want to smoke until I feel better so I can really enjoy breaking my weed fast. I think I can actually have some control over my consumption and that makes me really happy.