gender crisis; dreams bout surgery
welp. I had a mini crisis over whether or not i wanted top surgery bc I like my tits in a sexual context and wasnt sure if i wanted to give that up or not, but I had a dream last night where I got top surgery, and looked in the mirror and was all :DDDD
But the next moment I looked in the mirror and had long, flat, sagging breasts that dont look like what i have now and i was like ??? wtf this isn't top surgery what happened D:
I think this decides it, then :V