Blugh. Sorry for being scarce and possibly worrisome lately. It continues to be a rough few weeks for me, feeling hung up on a lot of things (gender stuff, job stuff, relationship stuff, y'know, basically everything)
It's all frustratingly hard to talk about, but I can reassure folks that I feel like things are... getting better?
I seem to have this pattern where things start feeling dramatically worse just when they seem like they're about to start getting better. It's.. frustrating.
One of the hardest things is how I want to TALK about stuff , but I sort of don't know where to start; I feel like I'm... imposing, or being annoying, whenever I ponder discussing specifics.
That's why I ask for questions from folks sometimes. Helps me form my thoughts, when they're in relation to others.
Just one of the ways that goes to show how I'm... not exactly quite a person, I suppose. ;)
(I wish I had a better handle on what I mean by 'not a person' to make it clear I don't mean it in a self-deprecating way, heh. Language is hard)