Anxiety, Self Harm, US Politics, Suicide Mention
What I want to say is that I have a much better support system a whole lot of estrogen in my body and a couple more years of experience and I'm ready to face this shit head on.
What's actually happening is that I know how potentially vulnerable I am to a sudden onset of crushing despair so I hid all my knives and booze in anticipation of electron day.
God I fucking hate this fucking timeline.