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Honestly this has been the most emotionally exhausting weekend I've had since pretty much forever.
I feel extremely vulnerable and terrible but also actually hopeful for the first time in a long time.
Also I may have said that I'm happy last night. At least for a moment. I don't remember saying that in over a year maybe more before last night.
Part of me wants to do more Fun Things now that I am done with work. But I think I'm just going to take a bath and sleep.