dark thoughts (-)
I am pretty obsessed with life and death and what constitutes each of them.
Like I often think about what defines "life", "death", "reality" and such and also find peace in certain scenarios of death, which often cross my mind.
Like there is one of me laying on the ground, dead and a certain friend curling up on me, mourning and protecting me still.
It's a saddening image, but it gives me good feelings too, as in that people care for me and that is important.
dark thoughts (~)
Other, less sad thoughts, are that the friend grew up and still has old plush toys and photos of me.
I'd be long gone then, because in our world, she's a very young girl, I take care of and make sure she can enjoy her life.
In my head, that situation springs from never having a good life herself. She isn't a mommy, but tries her best to give that little girl the best home.
Later when the girl has kids of her own, old memories are kept. Never forgotten.
dark thoughts (~)
@maxinered Those images are all very important to me too. ❤️ I might be crying a little...
