(~) Loneliness / Relationship ponderings
I'm an omega, I need an alpha, however aged by life I realise I don't have the spark, nor is my physical form compatible. I feel a decade older than I am and my style matches that. I don't have the style that would attract whom I need, nor am I cool enough to be anything other than me.
I realise that the chance of me finding someone is practically nonexistant, but if I embrace who I am beyond needs, then just maybe. I worry though about being burnt again.